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S​/​T

by Worn Down

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1.
You’d think I’d learn by now to stop letting down my guard You acted like a friend, but turned out to be a fraud Hold my breath I gave speech after speech, no reason to rehearse You pat me on the back, you saw me at my worst Hold my breath Tell me what’s my problem Because I hate to be ignored Silence & pretty deaths My time has run it’s course You make me feel ashamed Bring out the parasite in me I sit and slowly rot and cope with this disease Hold my breath
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Another dream has vanished What little hope is lost It’s better to avoid myself than pick apart the flaws I’m staring at the mirror I can barely stand my face I take a breath, control myself, and hope it all just fades away There’s no turning back from the choices I have made No apologies will keep them all from spitting on my grave I’ve lost complete control I am what I despise I’ve become a mockery in everybody’s eyes I need some kind of closure I need to make amends I wish that I could make it stop But this nightmare never ever ends I’m not seeking wisdom I’m not seeking wealth I’m searching for a peace of mind I’m the enemy of myself
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Life is no better than it used to be I’m still drowning in bullshit As I grow old, the story unfolds Just a new mindset I’m poor, alone, I hate my life Friends dying to the left and right Turning to harder vices to get me through the night I used to preach about my youth Now I’m just growing old Nothing much to call my own Just mistakes and broken bones Broke, stressed, tired, depressed A war zone of my own It’s hard getting out of bed with the weight of the world on your chest Welcome to my nightmare Mental fucking breakdown I’m not as well as I may seem Anxiety is killing me I’m just coasting day by day on a wave of misery
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How many times have I tried to help you? But you won’t help yourself You’re taking out your misery on everybody else Nothing will change You’ll live your life in pain Nothing will change Unless you change the game Don’t look at me for answers I can barely help myself Don’t come to me for sympathy You do this to yourself Your friends have all abandoned you And all your foolish games Stop feeling sorry for yourself It’s time to make a change
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Blackout your windows and call the dogs I’ve bent over backwards to suffer this loss I’m going out tonight with a knife in my back It’s hard to see the light when your vision is black Toxic and abusive But you need to be adored Don’t look back at what could have been When you’re walking out that door I’m not a good example for the hate that you preach Your opinions make a small dent in the air that we breathe I’m turning my back and walking away Another failed attempt of living my dreams I don’t regret shit I’ve learned to live with it I’ve learned to live with myself I could give a fuck what everyone thinks But I wish they knew the truth for my own mental health

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released September 14, 2020

Recorded in 2020 by John Gierse & Brandon Hoffman
Mixed & Mastered by Brandon Hoffman
Artwork by John Gierse

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Hardcore band from St. Louis/Las Vegas.

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