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Hold My Breath
00:46
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You’d think I’d learn by now to stop letting down my guard
You acted like a friend, but turned out to be a fraud
Hold my breath
I gave speech after speech, no reason to rehearse
You pat me on the back, you saw me at my worst
Hold my breath
Tell me what’s my problem
Because I hate to be ignored
Silence & pretty deaths
My time has run it’s course
You make me feel ashamed
Bring out the parasite in me
I sit and slowly rot and cope with this disease
Hold my breath
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Enemy of Myself
01:11
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Another dream has vanished
What little hope is lost
It’s better to avoid myself than pick apart the flaws
I’m staring at the mirror
I can barely stand my face
I take a breath, control myself, and hope it all just fades away
There’s no turning back from the choices I have made
No apologies will keep them all from spitting on my grave
I’ve lost complete control
I am what I despise
I’ve become a mockery in everybody’s eyes
I need some kind of closure
I need to make amends
I wish that I could make it stop
But this nightmare never ever ends
I’m not seeking wisdom
I’m not seeking wealth
I’m searching for a peace of mind
I’m the enemy of myself
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Wave of Misery
01:14
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Life is no better than it used to be
I’m still drowning in bullshit
As I grow old, the story unfolds
Just a new mindset
I’m poor, alone, I hate my life
Friends dying to the left and right
Turning to harder vices to get me through the night
I used to preach about my youth
Now I’m just growing old
Nothing much to call my own
Just mistakes and broken bones
Broke, stressed, tired, depressed
A war zone of my own
It’s hard getting out of bed with the weight of the world on your chest
Welcome to my nightmare
Mental fucking breakdown
I’m not as well as I may seem
Anxiety is killing me
I’m just coasting day by day on a wave of misery
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How many times have I tried to help you?
But you won’t help yourself
You’re taking out your misery on everybody else
Nothing will change
You’ll live your life in pain
Nothing will change
Unless you change the game
Don’t look at me for answers
I can barely help myself
Don’t come to me for sympathy
You do this to yourself
Your friends have all abandoned you
And all your foolish games
Stop feeling sorry for yourself
It’s time to make a change
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Blackout your windows and call the dogs
I’ve bent over backwards to suffer this loss
I’m going out tonight with a knife in my back
It’s hard to see the light when your vision is black
Toxic and abusive
But you need to be adored
Don’t look back at what could have been
When you’re walking out that door
I’m not a good example for the hate that you preach
Your opinions make a small dent in the air that we breathe
I’m turning my back and walking away
Another failed attempt of living my dreams
I don’t regret shit
I’ve learned to live with it
I’ve learned to live with myself
I could give a fuck what everyone thinks
But I wish they knew the truth for my own mental health
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